Tangled Up In Blog

Doubts....and snow

Winter seems to have finally arrived in New York. This morning as we were walking out of the building I could see in the headlights of passing cars that it was raining and I groaned out loud. But when I opened the door and saw the parked cars and trees covered in a thin layer of white, I realized that it wasn't rain that I saw, but snow. I said "It's snowing!" and Andy said nothing. We kept walking and he was hunched over with a scowl on his face. I said "come on you love the snow" and he just grumbled. Thirty seconds later I looked over and he smiled and said "yeah, it's still really cool" So, the excitement of snow is not yet lost on the Langfords. In Brooklyn the flakes were tiny, bordering on sleet, but when I got out of the subway in Manhattan there were huge, puffy flakes collecting on the cars and the one planter on the street since there were no trees. All of the snow melted really quickly but it was nice to know that winter is finally here.

On a different note...yes, the blog yesterday was boring. No one really cares that I like spinach, but then again if you're reading this blog maybe you do because why else would you read this every day unless you cared about stupid shit about my life. Due to some recent events I can no longer blog about the things that are most "bloggable" in my life. There are tons of things I could be writing about that would be funny, upsetting, neurotic...things that probably made this at least readable and slightly interesting in the past. Unfortunately too many people know about the blog for me to write how I really feel about what's going on. I guess if I had more-self confidence maybe I could write more freely.

Earlier today I was reading the blog of someone I recently met and I was really jealous of how open and honest she was about the way things were going in her life. For example, I could write pages about why I now think that moving to NYC was a mistake but I'm not going to do that....I just don't have it in me anymore. So maybe I should give it up...I don't know....

Labels: me, NYC sights

posted by carolyn @ 1:20 PM